I have changed.  Something in me woke me up suddenly as if given a request from god to utilize what i have been given to my advantage.  It happened so suddenly but i became to realize that the human mind is in no way simple so why use simple language and occupy it with trivial problems in which hold no importance in the grand scheme of things.   The philosophies in which i have been pondering lately have opened my mind to great new things  and i feel like every one should experience what i have been,  experiencing life to its fullest. By casting trivial everyday problems to the side i have opened my mind to a new world of possibilities and wonder.  I realize that the knowledge one possess depends on how you utilize your mind and what your outlook is on life.  No mind is superior to another it is what we do with our minds which sets us apart.  I believe that humans can achieve greater things if they would just revive that curious nature which as bolstered our world for so long.  I understand that some wisdom i posses is well beyond the standards of my age but i have no doubt everyone could create a better future for themselves if they would just realize what i have realized.  You cant expect prosperity and knowledge to come to you, you have to chase it yourself...but in a world where everything is practically handed to you on a silver platter as we allow others and new technology to think for us, the chances of people realizing this are slim to none. I'm just glad i have been given the gift of knowing.